certain things in life that make it great.

i’ve had an awesome week so far. so many down moments in school but everytime it happens, i know i can count on friends in school to pull me thorugh each day. two movies, plenty of starbucks, H2H this week. no complains at all.

so we’re not playing for PN. i dont know how to put the feelings in words really. i am upset about giving up this opportunity deep down inside knowing that we should have fought but at the same time thinking about all the cosequences and repercussions if we do join. sigh. so it’s really the end of a band journey. i’ve accepted the fact but it justs makes me a lil upset sometimes cos no one really understands how it feels. ): the disappointing looks on everyone face. the words that come out of your mouth. dont we deserve some credit for all the hardwork? so many things that were aind ytd left me dumbfounded. suddenly our success dont mean a thing anymore. ))):

last night, while talking to a friend. i kinda felt that life isnt so bad at all. its just that you have to sit down and thank god for every little thing. thank god that it rained this morning, thank god for lovely breakfast, thank god for every person god has sent to make life better. thank him for everything.

on another note, i wonder what is causing this change. i wait every night with hopes that it’ll get better. i dont know how to help, i feel so helpless and i hope this is just another phase. sigh, patience hayati, PATIENCE.

alright, i’ve gtg get ready to go out. enjoy the holidays! (:

xoxo.

 

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reading the batchmates blog made it all worse. )): hold your heads up high saints.

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feets in the sand, hearts with friends.

i had another great day today spent with awesome friends. (: this i must say, i’m very thankful to have.

so if ytd, i was frolicking around town, eating at Cedele’s, caught Young Victoria(which was super good, (i want to watch it with my boyfriend someday!)), scored through Kino for french stuffs and coincidentally chancing upon SAS and SSS performance, today! i went out with most of the MRC ppl.

Parkway macs for breakfast, walk to ECP to burn burn burn the fats. wasted our lives by eating and taking pictures. i swear i can take good pictures. haha. after the snacking, walk the fats of and headed to ICC. yayyyy! ICC should so open an outlet in the WEST. so yes, i’ve had enjoyable day.

and so i’ve heard that we might not be performing for PN after all. blessing in disguise?

an annoucement again,
to those who read TNP! plsppls donate your 1st page covers to me. i badly want the coupons!! thanksss. 😀

and….
I STILL WANT TO GO CYCLING, DAMN IT.

ok, off to study GP.
im such a failure in life. term 2 results was far from MSA results. ): i need to buck up.

have you seen it all?

school today was one of the horrible days so far. “ihateSA” meter increased by 5 folds. i know, i know. they say its all for my good but watthehell. i am demoralized and im just thankful for certain ppl who makes school really tolerable.

looming CTs, band pracs, strained relationships, forgotten friendships… the list could go on forever. life always suck when it starts to get better. somehow.

nevertheless, the monster in me has awaken and i am motivated to study real hard for the CTs. i will not let aonther public humilation bring me down.

special shout out to J! 😀 awesome day except that i realised, we used a lot of money. but who cares! i enjoyed every bit of it. love ya!

alright, off to call K now. i feel so sleepy/tired easily nowadays. rawr.

my greatest downfall

i let things get to my head too easily, all the time.

sigh ):

i’ll lay by the streetlights under a summer sky

econs test today was one of the worst i’ve done so far this year. team SAJC and Saints on Stage closing ceremony today. other than that, nothing interesting so far.

i am so so bored right now…. zzz. -.- i’ve completed the bulk of my work and im feeling all lazy and lethargic. i feel like going to sleep now but i cant, i’ve tried. so bored so bored.

ok anyway, to any kind readers out there.
if you happen to read THE NEWPAPER daily and you do not need the coupon on the front page(if you read it daily, you’ll know what i’m talking about), pls kindly just donate me your front page of the papers. even if its from days ago. i really appreciate the effort. I AM DESPERATE and i’ll do you extra favours if you’d help in my quest. thank you!

To what extent did the Korean War reflect the different expansionistic ambitions of the big powers?

i dare you to do an essay, which is 3 pages long, a thousand words worth and then when you are done, you give it to me and i’ll say:

“oh, you don’t have to do it.”

FUCK THE PPL IN MY SCHOOL.

i’m running further just to feel alive

and once again, i’ve manage to spent my weekends doing nothing productive. unless you consider shopping on saturday and sleeping in on a sunday otherwise then… yeah, you get the idea.

i’m quite happy that the school holidays is coming in a week. (: i really need a breather from this long term filled with so many emotional changes. a lot of things have happened i must say. from SYF to the sports season, to the CTs looming ahead, i’ve had an enjoyable term 2.

ok, the term has yet to end. we’ll keep reflections for later.

anyway, im beginning to think about PN. now that everything is confirmed, i kinda look forward to band prac. but yet again, im afraid that we’ll disappoint. SYF was the only moment my batch made a performance, i wonder if it takes a miracle to perform even better during PN. i shall not doubt our abilities. SAJCCB is made up of hardworkers who believe in the power of god and the power of the will of the heart. (:

didn’t go for NYW auditions cos of various reasons:
#1. i thought i was not selected since they gave confirmation msg like one or two days before audition day!!
#2. therefore, i wasnt prepared.
#3. Kent totally pang seh. (he didn’t send his form!!)
#4. found out that lots of ppl are auditioning actually so why compete with them?
#5. the above are prolly excuses created by myself cos actually, i’m quite afraid. (HA HA)

on another sidenote, Making April’s new album is DA-BOMB!

GG’s last episode warms the heart and omg, i want a Chuck Bass in my life right now. and i mean RIGHT NOW! haha!

love burns brighter than sunshine.

have a fulfilling week peeps!
xoxo.

like in a trance.

it must be the silence of tonight.

while Yurima floats in the background, i am wide awake.

to present on a night.

like maybe the recent entry to commemorate our Gold was a sign.

WE’RE IN PRESENTATION NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!
😀

do you even know how much that means to us? i am beyond ecstatic.

SAINTS FTW!!