‘Till we see the sunlight

The surrealism of it all.

I went in with a heavy heart, burdened with thoughts so I thought fuck it, tonight will indeed be a good good night. I went out feeling liberated and with a soul that begs only for the night to last even longer.

Now pack up and leave.

let me light up the sky

“I’ll think about you everyday. Part of me is scared that there will come a time when you don’t feel the same way, that you’ll somehow forget what we shared.”

— Dear John

P.S.: Love the last 2 pictures(pics from tumblr).

Break these defences.

A very large part of me still wish that time will rewind to back when i was 16. When I had so many friends around me, the best BF one could ever ask for, I still had my bestfriend with me, part of a CCA I was passionate about, awesome/inspiring teachers and a very supportive family.

2 years on, everything change. So much so that I fear losing the best memories of my mere 18 years of living. Perhaps, this is when it gets scary, when you try so hard to remember names, places, sights and sounds but you just can’t put a finger onto it. I fear. Most of all I fear, that ppl who I share these memories with, forget me.

So many things to update about, the past school week and look how fast time flies. It’s already Sunday and a another week awaits. Oh well.

How was your week?

Sometimes when I think about it, Monday night was too surreal.

The day was Friday.

I’ll save this place for the Dikir Barat performance during CNY Celebrations. As of now, this space remains as it is.

Toodles.

From here, we’ll move on.

Sunday saw me and a friend on the streets of Orchard. It was scarily empty. Caught Valentine’s Day and flowers too. 🙂 Walk around the streets of Orchard till we finally got tired and decided to call it a day. Nevertheless, I had fun though it  really could have been better.

Both ways, I’m not complaining. First Valentine’s in 2 years, it does make you feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside.

That’s it for the day then, HAPPY CNY and…

Happy Valentine’s Day!

xxxxx.

When it gets tough gotta fight some more.

If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for.

Fetas

Today I cried cos I was so exhausted and so tired of asking myself to stop worrying about things. I lose a lot today but I gained more. At the end of the day, always be grateful of little things.

Secret admirer for the purple balloon, Joyene for the silver one and the lovely, lovely A07 guys for the golden star. Rasul for the really fun trip to Geylang albeit our detours(you know what I’m referring to), Jannah for lending me a shoulder and the Dikir girls for being themselves.

I know I suck at this but after tmr, everything and I mean EVERYTHING will be over.

Looking forward to SMU Concert tmr. (:

Nights all.

So why don’t you stay

So the Sunday saw me in heels and Baju Kurung to celebrate my cousin’s wedding. As much as sometimes, I admit that I am reluctant, at the end of the day, I know that they are important to me and I really do appreciate having such a big family. Pictures to sum it all!

This is Haris, he is very adorable I swear!!

<333.

On a really random note,

I’m in love with her vocals for some weird reason.

Good night all!

Barrel of awesomeness.

1. be thankful
2. be grateful
3. get the faith back on track
4. study
5. mend broken relationships
6. look forward to dinner with Cheltton
7. find my all blacks attire
8. save up to shop
9. study
10. study more

alright, off to meet friends.