Come(space)back.

09/22/2010

Reverting to WP for the time being since my posterous is being all wonky and WP has a BB app anyway.

So cheers to new beginnings!

Xoxo

About now.

04/10/2010

I wish more than anything else right now, that God grant me the strength to recover all my friendships back. The real ones, the wholesome ones, the one that my life depends on. Sure, some things come and go, I am just praying for those that still matter, that still care.

Sorry for thr abrupt move to a new blog. You’ll know what it is when you do. For now, I need some time to built some kind of fortress and to cherish this period of solitude.

I’ve had enough of ppl judging me based on whatever little information they can get about me. I am over tyring to pls everyone cos I’ll end up being something I’m not. This domain contains more sadness than anything else and a lot of false pretence that I cannot connect to. So I’ve resolved to move to somewhere else.

You don’t deserve to know about my life anymore.

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Revival

03/29/2010

I had one of my best weekends the past week. March have been an awesome month with concerts, meet-ups, partying etc. So I spent the last of my March holidays really well and rest assured, this week onwards, it’s all about setting priorities and being diligent.

Alright, nothing much to say but am looking forward to 2 weeks time and of course the short-term reprieve is this weekend. Hehe.

Meeting K tmr after the longest possible time plus ICC for free mix-in yes??! Alright, I’m done here!

P.S.: I’m really considering moving to a new blog.

One day…

03/24/2010

We’ll sit underneath the starlight and see it all unfold.
We’ll huddle under umbrellas and share kisses amidst the rain.
We’ll sing of love and joy.
We’ll say a little prayer of thanks.
We’ll hold each other so close that our scents intoxicates us.
We’ll dream of the future like there’s a tomorrow.
We’ll promise of unwavering passion and faith.

One day.

Today was hard but tmr will get better. It has to.

Loads been happening, I’ve a Zee Avi post somewhere in my drafts. I’ll complete it when i feel like it which may b never. But anyways, BTs is fucked up cos of my own faults. I’m so lost in between thoughts and I find that more often then not, I find myself thinking about the past.

It’s not that I want to think about it. But it just creeps on you and then you start talking to yourself or this imaginary being about how life shouldn’t be the way it is. I don’t know if you do that, but I do and it sucks cos i think I am turning crazy.

I can’t wait to meet Geylang mates this Friday. It’s the only thing that keeps me going and I’m anticipating the familiar comfort I’ll get when I’m with them. It beats being in this retarded school and feeling as if the whole world i gonna like end. Melodramatic much I know, but yes, I can’t wait!

Sigh. Tonight is not a good night. Argued with my mom over the slightest most stupidest thing but it got me thinking, left my pencil case in school, didn’t get to talk to K and basically just feeling annoyed over every darn thing.

Alright, enough ranting.
I hope yall had a better night than I did.

Hello friends!

Sorry for the protected posts. Well basically, lots have been happening and all too much for the public eye to see. But nonetheless, everything is improving and I’m really learning how to be grateful all over again. I’ve not been studying for BTs for a simple fact that I’ve been lazy/demoralised/destracted and the list could go on. But I will buck up, that’s a promise to myself and my friends.

On a different note, I’m not gonna update frequently on the daily happenings of my life though I’d really love to judging from the fact that I’ve been blogging for so many years now. But! Do follow me on Twitter. 🙂

Alright, it’s getting late. Turning in for some shut eye. Good night.

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